COLD TOTHE BONE

How can I face the world again
when I lost you I lost a friend
How can I face the world again
why did our journey together end

I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
Without you here I can't see I feel so alone
I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
Wandering in dark spaces so far from home

Between each tear drop I remember your smile
your little hand in mine we walked many a mile
you were a brilliant diamond even as a child
you grew into a woman like a flower in the wild

I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
Without you here I can't hear I feel so alone
I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
living without feeling in emptiness I roam

The birds are singing without coherent melodies
non rhythmic chaotic heart beats are confusing me
rain drops pounding puddles a torturous symphony
a tomb of silent noises where there is no liberty

I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
Without you here I can't speak I feel so alone
I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
end this existence now please take me home

Words are jumbled up anarchy in my head
where is the life spring from which I am fed
no power in my speech a tongue that's dead
talking into darkness lost and totally misled

I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
Without you here I can't live I feel so alone
I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone
I am cold to the bone so cold to the bone

I am on my knees with my head to the sky
your rays of light formed in your suns light
fill the pupil illuminating the dark in my eye
warmth and brightness empower me to fight

Soft touch brushed me wings of a gentle wind
familiar fragrance in air memories of you my friend
you held on to my hand in comfort to the very end
rising in the spiritual realm I saw you transcend

I hear you in my most inner voice speaking soft and clear
telling me to get up walk right and get out of here
brilliant diamond crystal light skipping from heavens realm
silhouette of you in the vastness guiding me to take the helm

Looking toward the horizon my journey is still to come
expanding territory before me filled in presence of the One
there you already reside waiting for the day that I shall come
but until then pick up the pace of a race already run

Now there are tears of joy that roll down my face
as I plant my feet and pick up the pace
warmth enters in and life's Love I embrace
remembering that sweet smile on your face

Thank you for reaching from eternity to pick me up
touching my Soul and giving me your Love
I remember now.....